psilentasincjelli:

If I ever tell you I’m going to sleep and then you see me posting or liking things online for about an hour immediately after that, I promise I wasn’t lying to you, I’m just bad at going to sleep and it is usually a long process that begins with disengaging from any sort of immediate contact with people (chats, for example) and ends when everything on my screen is blurry and I’m hallucinating plot points I haven’t written yet

(via petewentzelpretzel)

the only thing that is constantly on my mind is the way my grandpa looked surrounded by machines in a hospital bed with a mask on his mouth so he can breathe. just hands by his sides, face forward. I don’t want that to be the last memory I have of him.. im just really upset and I can’t stop crying.

oomshi:

Don’t touch what you can’t afford aka me

(via chanel-smokes)

do you ever think really awful thoughts and suddenly become aware that you are not a good person

(Source: kankrivantas, via indicativa)